Honestly, I am so fucking sick of high school you wouldn't even believe. It's so nice to be able to leave school after 4th period everyday and get to go home or go to work and leave that hellhole. I don't even know how I've made it this far with going there for 3 1/2 years already. It's so depressing and terrible and the people there just like to fuck you over basically. I swear to god I can't say one word or vent about something to one person without it getting around to the entire school in less than an hour. It's complete bullshit. I thought my senior year was going to be easy and I'd get through it without this stupid petty high school drama anymore. But I guess that comes with the package, eh? And I realize that even though you leave high school, there's still drama to deal with, but I doubt it will be like "Oh god guess what briana said???" I mean come on, aren't we older than this? Are we really going down to that level? What is even the point in all of that? To create more drama? I mean, everyone hates drama. I have never once heard someone at our school say, "Oh my god, I love drama. I love to start it and be in it and everything about it!" But I swear to god, the people that I'm around, that's all they're about. There is no way to avoid it and even though they'd be pissed if it came back to them, they still do it. I always say karama's a bitch and it is, and I've really learned that I can't trust anyone. There's one person in my life right now that has proven to me that I can trust her so far. I really hope she doesn't lose my trust by doing something stupid like most people lose my trust by. I seriously can't tell someone one thing without them telling someone else nowadays. It's stupid and I'm just sick of it. I can not wait until I get out of high school and I get to wash away every contact in my phone and leave them for the rest of my life. And I admit it, sometimes I gossip and say stuff that I would rather not get out, but doesn't everyone? It's your job as a friend or even just a person in my life, do the right thing and just shut your fucking mouth sometimes. Thank you.

In two days I get to leave to go to my favorite place in the world that I have:
1. Google Earthed (Yes, all the parks)
2. Youtubed every ride I could think of
3. Checked out any site that is related to or is

DISNEY WORLD & UNIVERSAL STUDIOS.

I think once I get back, my next post will be allllll pictures and explaining and just. Holy crap I'm so excited. If you haven't been there, I pray that one day you will. It is pure amazing and I love it so much. The rides. The fun. Just...everything. Minus the heat. And the plane ride. But whatever it's so worth it. I'll get burned even more but who cares!! TWO MORE DAYS.
Right now, I'm doing my laundry and then tomorrow I'll head to work, go home, and PACK. Ahhh it just makes me so happy. I'll answer the phone at work tomorrow and go "GOOD MORNING IM GOING TO DISNEY WORLD TOMORROW HOW MAY I HELP YOU?" Yep.

Warped tour was amazing. Minus the burn. No one likes that. All in all, Milwaukee was best. Yeah, I wish my friends were there instead of Chicago, which I'm going to try and convince them to go to Mil next year instead, but gahh the heat was less, the crowds were smaller, and it was more organized. Plus, it was easy to sneak backstage. Ahh Warped Tour year 4. Can't wait until next year!!

Anyway, once I get back I'm heading down to Chicago with Sylwia and Sam. If anyone reads this and wants to come, let me know. I need some bitchin back to school clothes other than some GK shirts that I'll most likely buy online soon. Already got some new stellar skinnies from Pac Sun so I'm pretty much set on that. Most likely get a Jaws ride shirt in Disney.

AHHH DISNEY.

Man, I gotta stop. Driving me crazy!!!

I leave you with this.

I'm really really really sore from boating yesterday. The people we went with had this tube that was barely a tube. You pretty much hold on to handles and you're on your stomach just going OWWWW MY ARMSSS. And every time the boat turns you start slidingggg. And yeah, wasn't that painful. NOT. My entire left side of my body is like FUCK YOU.
Then I got to go swimming in the lake. And go on the water trampoline. Which is totally stellar, even if actually getting on top of the trampoline was hard as shit. Took like like 3792 tries to actually do it by myself without help from people already on. Hello trampoline burned knees! You wouldn't think those would be hard to bounce on but I fell after every other jump. I'm a loser.

Anywayyy, Warped tour is VERY soon. But you know what starts today....wait for it....most of you already know....it's on TV.....SHARK WEEK. Okay, maybe I went to on demand and watched a few episodes already so sue me. BUT OMG. My dad was ALREADY giving me crap for recording 372 shows today. I wonder what my DVR is going to look like after this whole week is over. The day has come where I am more excited to watch Shark Week than Warped Tour On Fuse. Wow!!

So then I have 9 days until Disney World. Which, let me tell you, I'm so stoked for. I already google earthed all the parks, our hotel, and anything in between. I youtubed every ride I could think of and went to every park's site. It's going to be epic. If you haven't gone to Disney before, I highly advice you to save up your cash and head out to Orlando. Best.Place.Ever. The rides are so boss it's crazy.

(Btw my arm hurts so much from typing right now. Freaking tube.) Oh good my sister just called me and I need to tell this story. I hope Jamie reads my journal.  If not, I'll make her.
Bianca: Oh I thought you were texting Jamie O. but it says here that you're texting Jamie W.
Briana: Yeah. Waxburg.
Bianca: OMG HER LAST NAME IS WAXBURGER????
Briana: No, Waxburg. No er at the end.
The end of the story is that Bianca's name on my phone is now "Bianca Waxburger." Thanks, Jamie for having such an awesome last name.

So the whole reason I decided to update my journal was because of these two things. :) WHOS UP FOR GOING WITH ME?



ANDDD




FUCK YES ITS REALLLLLLLLLL. I know, I know. It's unbelievable how good these lineups are. Hit me!

So I basically made this journal so I could pretty much vent, rant, say anything without getting bitched back. Turns out, I don't think you can ever say anything without someone getting offended, someone taking it the wrong way, or someone talking shit about it. I don't really know how many people read this since I get no comments and it's not on private.

But let me say something.

I'm a ranter, I'm a venter, I'm an overreacter. You can say what you want, I know this already. At least I admit to it. Which a lot of people can't. In general.

I don't get the phrase "choose your battles." I guess I overanalyze things.

I'm a forgetter, not a forgiver.

I don't like talking "shit." But I do state my mind unless it involves "he/she is being a ________" I try to avoid that as much as possible.

I'm a happy person.

I did this last year but Sam gave me the idea to do this again for this years warped tour. So, thank you, Sam.

My Must- See List
1. Family Force 5
2. Cobra Starship (the only main reason they're above ATL is because I haven't seen them in the longest time.)
3. All Time Low
4. Danger Is My Middle Name
5. State & Madison

My "I hope to see them, but it won't kill me if I miss it" List
1. The Academy Is...
2. Forever The Sickest Kids
3. The Audition
4. We The Kings
5. From First to Last

You may see me at the playwork tent selling Jac Vanek bracelets on either date. But I'm not sure if I really want to. So we'll see.
Hopefully nothing ruins those days like it seems it might.

1. I don't get it when you have these "friends" that you never really hang out with but somewhat talk to and you think they're your friends but they really aren't. What is with that run-on sentence? Anyway, I mean those kinds of people who say "We really need to hang out sometime," but never really make an effort to. And then when you try to hang out with them, it's like "oh sorry I can't I'm busy." I'm thinking about this now since I seem to have a friend like this. I don't know if they realize they're that kind of friend, but they are. It's like, well if you want to hang out with me, then pick up your phone. Give me call. Hell, text me. It's not that hard. Stop saying "we need to hang out." When you really aren't planning to. That's like teasing someone.
2. I don't get it when people think they're always right. What is with that? I can understand not wanting to be open minded about some things, but EVERYTHING? It's fucking mad. "The sky is blue." "No it's green. I'm right. Don't even test me." It pisses me off more if it has to do with music but jfc, no one is right all the time. Suck it. You're wrong.
3.  I don't get really skinny people who diet or say they want to lose weight. Or the ones who talk about it all the time. Or the fat ones who complain and complain. It's like, do something about it then. You don't see me complaining all the time. Yes, I make jokes about it and if I really cared and really wanted to be super skinny, you wouldn't see me eating. If you're fat, you cannot complain. If you're skinny, you REALLY can't complain.
4. I don't get people who hate you/ are mad at you when you did NOTHING. More so when you don't think you did anything, and they think you did, but never really talk to you about. I DON'T GET IT.

Anyway, Happy 4th everyone. I need to write in this more.

Actions speak louder than words.

Since I just watched High Fidelity, I feel the need to make a current top 5 list. Or maybe, more than one. Maybe when I get bored and think of some good top 5's, I'll add more here. Or just make a new post. Depends on when I think about them. Here we go.

Top 5 things I'm most excited for during the summer
1) Disney World/Universal (Honestly, this is a major thing for me. It's my favorite place to be and there isn't a day of boring. It makes my troubles go away and all I can do is have fun. ((unless someone gets sick like that one time...)))
2) Warped Tour (I'm always excited for this. No matter what. I can't even explain why because everyone who actually reads this knows why. So why explain!?)
3) New York City (Who wouldn't be excited for this? I mean, really!? It's NYC! And I may get to see The Cab there which is an extra bonus. Maybe I'll get on TRL. WHO FREAKING KNOWS? Nonetheless, NYC is fucking fabulous.)
4) Paychecks (Do I really need to explain?)
5) All the other shows I get photo passes for (my dream, okay?)

Top 5 pet peeves (that I will make you hate too)
1) People saying "I could care less." YOU'RE WRONG!!
2) People who throw their life away in high school. Hope you have fun when you're a bum on the street!
3) People who don't get over it. (I understand when it's a big thing and you need extra time or something, but there is a time limit on these things)
4) People who think I'm rich.
5) Backstabbers/ Drama makers (who likes those anyway?)

Top 5 best TV shows (that you NEED to watch)
1) Weeds
2) Queer as Folk
3) How I Met Your Mother
4) Friends
5) Living Lohan (don't laugh!)

Top 5 bands you need to see live once in your life
1) Family Force 5
2) Cobra Starship
3) All Time Low
4) Danger Is My Middle Name
5) Metro Station

Top 5 people who are the shiz atm
1) Jack Barakat
2) AK
3) Hilary
4) Bill Cox
5) My sister (except when she's not)

Oh, did you think this journal wouldn't have stuff that I did that I should journal about!? THINK AGAIN. I don't even know if that sentence made sense. Anywayyy....yesterday, Saturday, was Ribfest in Chicago. The awesome people who it consisted of was Briana (hello, me), AK (alex), and hilary (spazz). Oh I might have spelled Hil's name wrong but suck it! She spelled mine wrong. Oh then after the ride to Chicago it consisted of the three above and Bill. You know, Bill? But we'll get to that later.

Let's start from the beginning, shall we? It was 2 o' clock on a Saturday afternoon as I waited for AK to give me a call to pick her up...jk I'm really not going to write like that. Here we go so I picked up AK and Hil at AK's house and she's all oh we gotta pick up Bill. And I'm oh alright so we go and drive like an hour and a half to Bill's apartment and when we get there there is NO parking so we go over to some corner and we're like okay we're at this corner. So he gets to the car and I'm like "do you know where to go?" and if you know Bill, you know the answer is no. So we drive around and park in front of his apartment in only a semi- illegal parking spot and head up there to pee. So we all peed while Hil and Bill were in his room finding where to go to and then we all were like oh hay rockstar but we didn't grab any. And he had the card on his wall. woo woo. So we got the address and headed off to Ribfest!
Basically the best thing in the car ride was Bill jacking my ipod and going "How'd you get the new single?" and me going "uhh...I bought it." and him fucking up my seat covers. Oh by the way, I need to show some example of how he looked in my little bug. Which you can see in my crappy drawing here.
So as when we get to Ribfest we drive around for a good 10 minutes and park where we're not sure if it's legal or not but they all decided they would pitch in if I got a ticket so I was all alright let's go. We searched around a little to find all the people (aka TOP and crew) when finally Bill calls Mike and we all head to the stage where we see everyone and man is everyone friendly! Even the Fonz (the new bassist). We hung around and got Starbucks as Bill went to go get him and Hil ribs (since AK and I both didn't want any) and then we found a spot to sit in under a tent since God hates us and the weather was all hahah I'm going to rain on you. Which we have a lot of pictures for that.
I'm probably forgetting a lot of stuff because I'm tired but eventually (around 30 minutes past show time) TOP played and my camera died! yayyy! So I only got like 3 pictures and Mike liked hitting me with him mic cord. yay!! Afterwardddds...all of us left and headed of to The Beat Kitchen to do some serious promoting! We stayed for...35 minutes I guess until we ran out of flyers and were all yo cya Bill, stealing ya hoodies. Would you like to see which ones? Okay. hoodie uno and hoodie dos. Then we went home in the rain and got food and it was yummy and we slept over at AK's house and watched Josie and the Pussycats but really just fell asleep during it. Ak has all my pictures from last night cause my camera died, remember? So I'll edit this post once I actually can get the pictures from here. But for now, here are the ones I actually have! ( woot ) I swear I'll have the other ones soon. Actually I don't wear. Ak should